Today, I have decided not to go to church. The reason why I keep going to church on Sunday’s is inertia. It has become a solidified part of my routine to go church on Sunday morning that if I missed, I would feel that something is missing. This is one…

Holding realizations by the neck is where I err. Over the course of my days — many realizations come. When they do, the alleviate or totally remove problems in my life. Or they bring clarity. I can honestly say that I have had enough realizations to overcome anxiety or to…

The understanding of this truth hasn’t stayed with me, if it did I would never be anxious again. The source of all human pain, strife, anxiety, fear, stress, worry, confusion, doubt, inner conflict, restlessness, etc.. is his own mind. It is the mind that births them. Some would argue that…

…it is not the you did not do what you were told, it is that prescriptions do not work. How you enjoy to Sulking and Lamenting about the ways in which you waste your life. What a luxury. How you enjoy the game of reprimanding yourself, making up for lost…

…this has been always an ongoing debate in my mind. I have arrived at conclusions which originate from the Eastern tree. Non Duality. Science also has backed it up with their dark matter and quantum physics approaches. And they make sense. The ideas of Christianity have faded in terms of…

Today I am forced to a tough lesson. I fell for a girl I met about three weeks ago. In that three weeks I have invested resources in this girl. I have shown this girl where I live. She knows where my family lives. She has spent a night with…

A man is not free not because the circumstances of life have not gone his way. Not because he is not skilled or competent in his field. Not because he is addicted to this and that. Not because he is not financially free. Not because he works a 9–5 job. …

The human mind feels both like a separate entity from oneself and an intimate one with oneself. The feeling of separation is seen in it’s ability to wander away, or go into things without really caring what it’s possessor wants. The feeling of intimacy is because while it wanders away…

This will be an intentional experiment to try to restore gratitude and excitement about my life. It will go on for as long as the motivation to write it goes on. My life has lately become one of a lot of angst, and I wish to change that. …