HOW I Feel — Truly

I constantly have these debates in my mind whether I should be with you.

Or just walk.

👆🏽Not an easy choice.

On one hand I like you alot I want to stay.

On the other you don’t seem to show much interest in me, so it makes me feel like you don’t really like me.

That, you are not really attracted to me.

So this makes me want to walk away.

I am scared to ask you these questions because if you say you are not attracted or like me it will hurt.

But I might as well because I am doomed either way.

If I like you and you don’t like me and I keep pushing, I am going to get hurt…

If you tell me you truly don’t find me attractive or you don’t like me it’s going to hurt, but not as bad as the former.

The hurt is from the fact that I will have to let you go, and let how I feel for you die.

I am not sure if it will it will die. That the scary part.

Seeing you with another guy, while I feel like this might kill me.

It is scary, but I think I will get through it.