Short lived

Today I am forced to a tough lesson.

I fell for a girl I met about three weeks ago.

In that three weeks I have invested resources in this girl.

I have shown this girl where I live.

She knows where my family lives.

She has spent a night with me.

She has met my cousins.

There has been a pregnancy scare.

I have missed her, I have admitted to her multiple times that I like her.

The reason why I fell for her in that short period of time is because;

She has most of the qualities I need from a woman (at least I thought she did).

As I question why I trust people quick, I am also satisfied that I left everything on the floor.

I am oddly satisfied.

I feel I did the things I wanted to.

I didn’t hold back, I expressed myself the way I wanted to.

So fuck it,

I am good whatever the outcome!