Today I am forced to a tough lesson.
I fell for a girl I met about three weeks ago.
In that three weeks I have invested resources in this girl.
I have shown this girl where I live.
She knows where my family lives.
She has spent a night with me.
She has met my cousins.
There has been a pregnancy scare.
I have missed her, I have admitted to her multiple times that I like her.
The reason why I fell for her in that short period of time is because;
She has most of the qualities I need from a woman (at least I thought she did).
As I question why I trust people quick, I am also satisfied that I left everything on the floor.
I am oddly satisfied.
I feel I did the things I wanted to.
I didn’t hold back, I expressed myself the way I wanted to.
So fuck it,
I am good whatever the outcome!