I am sad because don’t know if I am going to be okay. I am in pain because I got a lower back injury. I can’t sit, walk, take a dump, stand and bend without pain. My body feels very tired because of these pains. It consumes a lot of…

The reason why my writings receive next to none of applause is because I write for entirely different reasons than to appeal to an audience. An appeal to an audience will be entirely accidental if it ever happens. My main reason for writing is self examination. I want to get…

I got a lower back injury in 2018 that forced me out of the gym. It eventually healed then I was back the gym in 2020, I had to lose a lot of weight and change my diet, and go through a lot of physiotherapy for it to heal. I…

Years and years of indulgence in what has been my biggest vice ever are behind me. The indulgence in watching porn and masturbating to it. I first watched porn when I was around 14–15yrs on one my uncle’s phone, from then on I got hooked. Now I am 27 yrs…

There is something of value I lost from myself gradually since the beginning of my teenage years till now. It has slowly introduced very strange feelings of less than wholeness within myself; feelings that have been my daily companions — it is just that in the past one or so…

The mind creates who a man thinks himself to be. The ‘me’ that one refers to themselves as is the creation of his mind. Who he is in reality is not this mind created phenomenon, but he lives as this created self. He becomes identified with it, he enhances it…